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Kanske kryptiskt skrivet. Men på något sätt så sammanfattar det hela mig just nu. Jag får ibland bara ett starkt behov av att stanna till för att livet inte ska gå vidare i fel riktning. Reflektion. Självrannsakan. Oerhört svårt och jobbigt. Utvecklande. Tufft.

Det kan man kanske inte tro om mig. Men så är det ibland. Så har jag alltid varit. Inneboende driv. Hjälper mig att samla styrka, fokus och framförallt koncentration. Svårt. Utmanande.

Dessutom är jag på diet. Så jag känner mig verkligen som en… Ja, vad ska jag säga. Nunna kanske? Kloster. Ja, det var det där med impulskontroll. Att tänka efter före. Tråkigt? Ja. Dygd.

Diciplin.

Självdiciplin.

Mognad.

 

Je t’embrasse,

Anna

(PS. Skrev detta igår, men det försvann. Antar att hackers har sportlov…)

Again, proud of Swedish cross country skiing! I have no words. Just that I miss snow in Stockholm.

Focusing a lot right now on getting into good shape. A big challenge. You may know that I am found of sweets. Huge chocolate craving once a month… Yes, that is true. I cannot have a life without chocolate, that is for sure. But I am trying to reduce my consumption of sweets, which is very difficult.

My project right now is to write about my candle light lecture. And spinning.

 

Je t’embrasse,

Anna

 

 

Hi there, long time no see.

I am so happy to read about the Swedish cross country team achieving a gold medal today. Feel sorry that we don’t have any snow in Stockholm. I do a lot of exercise anyway. Every day now. And that means that I get pretty tired. Takes time for the body to recover.

Tomorrow spinning. I don’t understand why I am so found of music and sports. However, it is known that they stimulate your brain reward system. Makes me feel good.

Je t’embrasse

Anna

A new try for internet freedom. My previous writing went away. Scary.

I am writing about Sweden, North Korea and Cuba. Currently no difference. I am very concerned about liberty in Sweden. What has happened to the freedom of speech? Swedish regime is very similar to North Korea, according to me.

Je t’embrasse

Anna

I am really concerned that I didn´t get much response on my previous writing. That makes me feel bad.

However, I will continue to write on this subject, and hopefully, I will get some discussion. Tonight Swedish news talked about stem cell research. The researcher who presented was very eager about hen research. I got really upset. I am very worried about the fast development in this field. I am worried because the progress is to fast. I am sure that in 10 generations people will regret about this research moving on too quickly.

I remember I saw, I think it was 12, something, years ago, Parkinson patients received a stem cell transplant with a not so happy ending. I really would like research to progress and I know there are several pharmaceutical companies competing about developing new drugs. You have to be in the frontline to be successful. But, I really would like to underline; that playing with human genome is something that needs very slow elaboration. Because you may do something that generations will regret later.

Maybe that is similar with Eve tasting the forbidden fruit.

Again, impulse controlling functions are important.

What about me? Saving my fertility. First of all, my situation is rather unique. I have had two depressions, and I havn´t been lucky enough to meet the right man. A man who is ready for responsibility. I feel very sad for that. Secondly, you might find me picky. Maybe that is true, but I would like to have my heart to be part of finding love. I am sure, if my heart is not with me on this journey, I will sooner or later divorce. And it is well known that children are not happy when parents divorce. My parents have been married for 40 years. I am very glad that may parents still are together.

Money cannot buy happiness, remember that.

 

Des bissous et bon nuit,

Anna