SvenskaI am proud of what I wrote last night. That is a concentrate of thoughts, important thoughts. Maybe difficult to understand and need to be elaborated on. I feel very sad that I don´t have anyone to discuss with.
The world is changing. Recently, and I don´t know why, I have been thinking of history from the 1950´s and further on. This is important history that in a way is very sad, but people can learn from history, but if no one knows any history it does´t matter. No changes can be made. For the better.
Maybe this “for the better” need to be explained. I think that the biggest challenge to mankind is the so called “jantelagen”. People need to be happy with what they have. If you always compare yourself with your neighbor you will not be happy. I have been sad for almost my whole life. But I don´t show. I try to do the best out of my life, and I also try to share knowledge and compassion.
I feel very, very sad about my Lappish origin. This is why I have been thinking of time in terms of decades. Time has changed from 1950´s to now. My auntie has suffered due to her Lappish background. Lappish is the same as Negro. I am proud of being Lappish. I have carried a lot during my whole life, but people do not understand this. Even though I have white skin I am considered as black. This is difficult to understand but this is the truth. So I have carried a lot for Lappish people that is not understood due to bad education.
Today is different. Lappish people are divided. Different political opinions. What scares me is that there is no respect. Even though you have different political backgrounds you need to show respect to each other. You cannot force anyone.
I have a solid biological education. To really put it on the edge, there are various biological schools. There is still very much that we don´t understand. That makes biology very interesting.
I have solid values that I stand for. I show respect and I hope there will be mutual respect shown. That is, according to me, a good way of living. What are your keywords in life?
Anna